Think I just experienced ‘old me’…It wasn’t pleasant 😔

by | Oct 23, 2025 | News

I keep rescue chooks from battery farms & recently two have been quite sick – so I sought the advice of the all-knowing & all-round extraordinary Mother Clucker who heads up this organisation. Up and down the highway I went, to their chook HQ & quasi-hospital. Every time I returned with more vials of powders, pills, emulsions, tubing to get the goods into their guts directly, stern instructions about the need to separate them out, both from the flock & each other (one is currently housed in a half wine barrel!), monitor how much water they’re consuming, observe their poos, palpate some part of chook anatomy called a crop (I had to google it) & be ready to report back every detail… and tbh my brain blanketed with post-it notes. But I also left each time inspired, incredibly motivated by the all-knowing Mother Clucker, committed to doing the best for my little ex-battery battlers.

But the execution…ai y iyi! It’s a full-time job…on top of my full-time job. And only one of these feeds me because my gals are all living out their best retirement at my place. Oh, and then there’s my other pets, my plants, my domestics & gosh I really do need to fit in sleep at some stage! I wanted to scream, ‘Hey Mother-Clucker! Chook-care is not the only thing I got going on over here!!’ Inevitably I falter then fail & then am riddled with remorse about it. Another visit…another injection of information overload, I come home re-committed & the cycle starts again.

So, let me ask you, who are you as a clinician now compared to who you were when you first graduated? After you’d been out in practice a while? Or even more recently than that, say, before the ‘big P’ changed all our practice realities? I was a boss lady.

Often of course, just like me, they failed & then (worse yet) felt bad about themselves. They imagined themselves to be at fault, but I was. I was asking too much. Overloading them with info, expecting they had a truly remarkable capacity for change, beyond what behavioural science suggests is likely and that nothing else in their lives would get in the way of this prescription. As a clinician some lessons are giant quantum leaps, but many are more like microdosing, it takes a long time of incremental insights but only after you’ve hit some threshold do you make the change and for me this was one of those.

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